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Friday, September 14th, 2007
10:31 pm - oh livejournal
Well....lets see in the last two months....LOTS OF DRAMA.

I saw Joseph, we went out to dinner and then came back to my house afterwards and watched a movie. Then, a couple weeks later, he apparently didnt like a comment i left on one of his pictures on myspace so he blew up at me. Calling me childish, then he deleted me from his friends and blocked messages from others. I'm sorry...but how was i being childish?

I've started hanging out with Ian again. Strictly friends. I enjoy hanging out with him and its not weird or sexual at all. His dog is so cute.

Corey and i stopped dating shortly after i wrote my last entry.

My friend Joel has wanted to take me out a couple times, its weird. I'm not his type. I think him and I are just better as friends. He said i was stuck up anyways.....i guess i'm more like Tonya everyday. (haha jk tonya)

I am talking to this new guy named Ron. He's great, 23, pre-law at Tech. We both like similar movies and just about the same music. I enjoy talking to him, and i'm able to carry a conversation with him. I actually met him on Facebook. I put my picture on hot or not on there and he wanted to meet me. We've been talking through messages mostly and then I hung out with him last weekend. Then I went down to Tech last night and hung out with him too. It was nice. He makes me laugh. It kind of sucks, he's going to be a ghost for the next couple of weeks since he's taking the LSAT at the end of the month and also has a lot of tests coming up in his classes. Goodness, i feel like a little girl talking about a crush. how silly.

Work is work. Thats just about all I do is work. I found out recently that i'm anemic, and that i have pulmonic regurgitation. Its a small heart murmur. Grandpa is still around. He fell the other day, he was trying to sit in the kitchen on a stool to watch some tv, and completely missed the stool altogether. I thought he was going to break a hip. I'm not sure why he decided to go out in the kitchen, when he has a tv in his room and is less likely to fall in there. oh goodness.

I'm tired, i went to the Galleria today, havent been there since senior prom. There was a Vera Bradley sale going on and I got some cute stuff. I'm excited about it. I have to work tomorrow at 3, so that should be fun. I think i'm going to go lay down. hopefully it wont be another two months for an update.

current mood: happy

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Wednesday, June 20th, 2007
11:35 pm - i told myself i'd get better at this
Well since my last entry...Corey was transferred to Suburban Lodge (in kennesaw), and we thought with him now working closer to his house and mine (he use to work in cartersville off exit 296), that we'd see each other more.

that hasnt been the case at all. I havent seen him since last wednesday, nor have i really talked to him that much either. I'm not sure what is going on. It just seems like we make plans to hang out and he'll blow me off.

I've tried to talk to joseph(my ex), and he wont talk to me at all now. No responds to text messages. I also saw that he deleted a picture of him and I from new years that was on his myspace. I'm just not sure what is going on. With him, we were conversing civilly, now i get nothing.

I'm not really sure why i'm worried about joseph, i dont want anything romantic out of him, just a friendship would do. He was the one who wanted to be my friend after him and I broke up...and he hasnt been that to me at all. I've tried to be nice, but i'm done. I just cant deal with it anymore.

I just wanted to get this off of my chest. I'm going to go now, i'm tired

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Tuesday, June 12th, 2007
12:44 am - oh goodness
well since my last entry, i went to florida. I spent time with my godmother, and then also spent time with my brother, nephew and sister in law.

My mom and I got a call from my godfather, on may 10th. My godmother died. : (

May 11th would have been Brandon's birthday, hed be 22. : (

I went to Gatlinburg with Tonya, Russ, Corey, Richard and Morgan for my birthday. YAY for 22.

Grandpa had to go back into the hospital after being there for a week, and then coming home for 3 days. He is now in rehab at the Windy Hill Hospital. He has to be there for 4-6 weeks, he is also receiving long term IV. He has a blood bacterial infection that can only be treated with the IV. He suffered two strokes, once the night he was admitted, and a couple days later.

we are determined that grandpa has 9 lives.

I am finally going to be picking up my degree tomorrow......

I have a new boyfriend or boy toy named Corey. He's 19. A little young, but i'll try it this time.

thats all for now.....i'm tired

current mood: sleepy

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Monday, April 16th, 2007
6:37 pm - Death Be Swift
Well, i just checked my email and I received one from my uncle tom (he's my godfather) in Florida. Well, he had to tell me that my godmother is dying and is bed ridden and is losing all body function. With that said, Mom and I are going to go down to Florida this Thursday to Ft. Myers.

thats all for now

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Saturday, April 14th, 2007
6:39 pm - mmm skittles
Well the VP never came to our store. Which i had a feeling that he wouldnt.

Then thursday was my only day off, my car was doing some weird stuff. Then, I went out to dinner with Tonya. Then her and I hung out with Russ, Jon and Forester.

Friday i went to work and there is a girl who is working at our store every week or every other week and she helped with truck and we got the whole truck done except 2 totes and bulk. I was impressed. Afterwards, I went out to baileys with Tonya and Russ.

Today, it didnt seem that work would ever end. I thought i'd be there forever.

I need to get something to sit on down in the basement, my butt is starting to hurt. haha.

Well that is all for now....holla

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Tuesday, April 10th, 2007
11:51 pm - "its hard out here for a pimp"
hahaha good ole Three 6 Mafia. Why the hell do they have a show on MTV?

Well Easter was nice....spent it with the family in the morning, then went to work. I love time and a half. Then yesterday, went to work and then i went and picked up joseph to take him out for his birthday even though its today (tuesday). I wanted to do something nice, after dinner i took him home and came home and hung out. Today, went to work, and just worked my butt off. The Executive VP of the company is coming to our store tomorrow, so the store had to be perfect.

Well, i'm going to go now....i'm tired. I'll write more later

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Saturday, April 7th, 2007
11:06 pm - i wasnt lying
Well, the braves game...lots of fun and drama too! Tailgating was fun, a little windy, but thank god for food! haha. We had hot dogs, hamburgers and chips. Tried to play beer pong, but we were on a slight hill and that wind was ruining the game. It was Tonya, Russ, Jon, Jamie and I in my jeep. Then Rich and Forester in Rich's truck. Then there were more people that Tonya's siblings brought, which i think there were WAYYYYYY too many all together.

Braves they lost. Then, we left early toward the 7th inning. Somehow we got separated while we were walking toward the car and it took longer than usual to get back to the car.

Today, my grandpa was released from the hospital. I took tyler and her friend megan to see Blades of Glory, it was hilarious. I recommend it. Then we went to michaels and I bought them some shirts and they made a spring break shirt. It was fun. Then, we all went out to dinner and i've just been hanging out at home. Well, i'm going to run....i'm watching a league of their own.

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Thursday, April 5th, 2007
11:52 pm - i think i might write more
I think i am going to start writing more in here. Its an outlet, and then i dont have to worry about certain people reading it on myspace.

I saw Joseph just recently, when he called me to come pick him up from a bar around 2 am. I had to open at work the next morning, i went and picked him up and his friend. I only did it because they couldnt get ahold of a taxi service. Since then, i havent talked to him.

The house is great, i love being in the basement. I just need to get some paint and get rid of the blue walls. I dont know if i am going to paint the entertainment area or not (the walls are black). I"m suppose to go to the braves game tomorrow, its going to be a cold one. I'm not really looking forward to that, but i will be with my friends and we'll be tailgating before, so that should be fun.

I found out about school. Apparently i was awarded my degree in December, but I have to wait until the end of May to actually receive the Degree. What kind of shit is that?! Why does GA Highlands only do graduation once a year? Does any other University do that?

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Sunday, March 4th, 2007
11:17 pm - Did you take me a for a fool?
Well since my last entry, my family has closed on a house and moved in. My grandfather was admitted for mitrovalve repair or replacement to Emory. He is still recovering. Joseph and I broke up.

I have only seen Joseph once since him and i broke up. I miss him. Not on an intimate level (i mean i'm not going to lie, he is a good kisser, but thats beside the point), just hanging out with him. I enjoyed his company. Other than that, I'm still at cvs, which i just seem to hate more and more. Nothing gets done and my manager expects me to do so much when i can only do so much while i'm at the store by myself. I could get a lot more done if i had someone to help me open instead of being there by myself til i leave.

I could possibly be planning a 10 year anniversary celebration at work, on 3-17 we'll be open for 10 years. lol. My brother, his wife and my nephew came to see everyone a couple weeks ago. He is absolutely adorable. I love him to pieces.

I found a couple new bands, Means and LoveHateHero. Good shit right there.

Other than that, my life has been pretty boring. I found out that I knew the guy whose house my family bought, weird story. I know him through myspace. haha. good ol myspace. Well....i'm going to go now....i'll write when i have some more time and i'm not exhausted.

current mood: tired

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Friday, January 12th, 2007
2:25 pm - I'm glad 2006 is over
From 2 deaths to grandpa in and out of the hospital practically all year to even being moved out of the house i lived in for 13+ years. Its defintely been one hell of a year.

My family was evicted from our house that we lived in for over 13 years. I'm not sure, but we never received a notice AT ALL. My parents are now renting a house from people who go to our church that are letting us stay here until we find a new house. Grandpa had went back into the hospital on Dec. 26, came home Jan. 3. Was admitted again on Jan. 9. This time they did an ultrasound on his heart and came to the conclusion that his mitrovalve in his heart is leaking more than it has been in the past and they need to fix it or replace it. He will go down to Emory to have the same doctor who did the quadruple bypass on him. My Nephew was born January 2. Aidan James McDermott, 8lbs 11oz.

I have been staying with my boyfriend Joseph, but i plan on moving into my parents house since there just isnt enough room for him and i in his bedroom at his mom's house. My family is looking for a new house, in booth crossing, which is up the road on north booth from my old house. We found a nice house in there that we can afford and i've even have my own area to myself. I'd get the basement and there is another room down there for me to put my entertainment center and desk. It will be nice.

I hope everyone has a good year, maybe mine will get better.

current mood: worried

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Tuesday, December 19th, 2006
1:23 pm - its a little overdue
Grandpa is out of the hospital. He got out probably a week after i posted my last entry. For Thanksgiving I went over to Joseph's house for dinner and he came over to mine. Needless to say we were stuffed to capacity. lol. We have been going out now for almost 2 months. He had shoulder surgery at the beginning of the month and is recovering just fine. He plans on going back to work tomorrow since he doesnt get vacation or sick pay. He needs the money, christmas seems to be breaking him. I am done with school. On the other hand, i need to get ahold of someone in ga highlands and find out who i need to talk to about my degree, since i'm not sure when i'm suppose to receieve it. Apparently i needed some transcript or a letter saying that i completed the program over at North Metro. I hate colleges.

I've just been hanging out with Joseph and working. I've been hanging out with friends too, and then the usual. I'm excited about christmas, and my nephew should be born soon. I might be going down to florida to see him, i'm not sure yet. Everything is depending on when Natalie(brothers g/f) has the baby. I'm also looking forward to concerts coming to the Masquerade soon. Cant wait, well i'm going to go. I'm going to watch some tv before work at 330 til 12. Stupid late hours

current mood: curious

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Thursday, November 16th, 2006
10:16 am - hello there
Grandpa is still in the hospital. He had angioplasty on monday to try and clean out the artery that was completely blocked in his heart. He was suppose to be coming home yesterday but then his platelette count dropped really low and his white blood count, hemoglobin and other counts dropped low. So then the doctors decided to give him 2 blood transfusions yesterday and a bag of platelettes. He also went for an abdominal scan to make sure that he wasnt bleeding internally. He has a hematoma in his stomach from the angioplasty, but we just arent sure what is going on. his count now is 80,000 but all of his other counts are still extremely low.

he's pissed off that he has to stay in the hospital, because he was told that he'd be going home yesterday and now all this other stuff is happening. I gotta go...time to finish up my philosophy review sheet for my test.

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Sunday, November 5th, 2006
6:42 pm - for once
I am happy. I have a absolutely amazing boyfriend named Joseph. I really like him a lot. I have seen him everyday since our first date on oct. 21. I thought i would get sick of him, but i havent one bit.

He is so sweet. He goes to the hospital with me to see my grandpa and my whole family loves him. I am constantly thinking about him and i cant get him out of my mind. now to find out when he's coming over. Even though i've spent most of the day already with him : )

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Sunday, October 22nd, 2006
8:34 pm - Its another episode of.....
Grandpa is in the hospital again. Friday night he was admitted because of breathing problems. He is currently on a ventillator and he has pneumonia.

His congestive heart failure is what caused this last time and he also had pulomnary adema as well. He has a lot of fluid still in his lungs and i think that is what caused him to get pneumonia. I'm going to go now bye

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Saturday, October 14th, 2006
12:51 pm - wow its been a long time
Well i've been up to nothing really. I see my friends occasionally. I work and go to school. I hang out with Ian a lot too, he's probably the only person i see on a weekly basis.

I got my halloween costume last night, i like it. I'm just not sure what i'm doing yet for halloween. I want to do something though. I'm not really sure why i'm writing, i have nothing to really write about and i dont think anyone reads this so i'm going to go now

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Sunday, September 17th, 2006
1:29 pm - once again
I know i havent updated in a while. Since my last update, My grandpa turned 75. I've been working and going to school. I havent really hung out with anyone, i guess my fault. I come home and do homework or ian wants to hang out. Its unusual for him to want to hang out with me, so i'll take it. He recently fixed my computer for me, so i'll be back to using my desktop again *if i can figure out how to install my printer, i cant find the cd's*. Other than that, i've been going to my mom's office two days a week and helping before school. They get backed up on some things, so i help. I get fed, so its not bad. lol

That is all.....

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Tuesday, September 5th, 2006
10:21 pm - oh wow
i havent updated here in a while. Lets see here....

School started again, its going. Work is hell, i still havent gotten my raise. I saw Ian's apartment, he said he was going to give me a key. I'm still not sure how that is going to go.

Matt and I still havent hung out since he broke up with me. He says he misses hanging out with me, but he hasnt made the effort when i have a couple times now. "i'll call you later".

Lately i've been hanging out with Tonya, Russell and Jon. This past weekend was a lot of fun. I promise i'll get better at updating here. I just seem to forget about it sometimes. hehe

i'm going to go and watch Miami Ink now....bye!!!

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Friday, August 18th, 2006
5:48 pm - i'll take my heart back
Lately i've been listening to this band called "the classic crime". They are good, i'm defintely going to buy their cd.

I found out the other day that my grandpa has prostate cancer. Then, i also found out that i'm going to be a proud aunt to a baby boy. I'm excited about that, there might be a possible trip to Seminole Florida in December to see my nephew be born. I will be happy about that.

I'm ready for school to be done, i need to get out of cvs. I still havent gotten my raise yet. my manager is taking his time. Ian is moving over toward southern poly, that should be interesting. he said he'd be giving me a key, we will see how that goes.

Thats about it. i'm going to go now

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Friday, August 4th, 2006
12:48 am - ugh i hate boys
So matt broke up with me on wednesday, for reasons i'm not really sure of. He said he was worried and just didnt want to be together anymore.

im going to take brandons advice now....that he gave me the night before he died "maybe you should just be single for a while"

Tonya had a toga party at her house last night, it was defintely what i needed. Then people started asking where Matt was. It went downhill after that. i'm done with relationships for a while. too many fucking douche bag guys

current mood: pissed off

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Saturday, July 29th, 2006
12:39 pm
Lately i've been hanging out with Matt all the time. I had to open friday at work, and unload truck once i got there with Tina. Then we pretty much got the whole truck done by the time our manager got there at 1. Other than that, last night i hung out with Melanie and Tonya. It was fun, we hung out at Melanie's for a while drinking *well they were* and then Sweetman came over and then we headed over to a frat house for southern poly that is off of kennesaw due west. We stayed for about an hour and then headed back to melanie's and i dropped the girls off and came home and talked to matt.

Today, i have to work at 3. Then Matt and I are going up to lake allatoona to hang out with angela and everyone and camp out. It should be fun. Im going to go now...i cant think of anything else to type.

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